Monday, February 26, 2007

Trapped

My soul abhors it all.. ! Entangled in absurdity, junked-up affairs, frustrations over what ? Arguing incessantly, above all - dragged in a conversation sans intellectuality.

The quench for knowledge ceases to exist. Exist only thoughts, stagnated, in the depths of a paralyzed mind. All that prevails is a life drenched in ignorance. If ignorance be bliss, then what's the complaint for ? and what's the crave for ?

Here I am, bonded by the chains of materialism. Greed is predominant, desires infinite, words amiss veracity, character dictated by sadistic impulses and marked with heavy schizoid-ism. All this, sinking me into a quagmire. Oh! Boy... do you hear me ? I am trapped... in my own shadows, in this self-knit silks of death. I cry out loud, sounds of which echo in the Four Walls. None but me hears them.. time and again. Is there a way out ? Is there a way out ?

There exists a hope... a drive to shed inhibitions, break the shackles and start anew.. a resurrection of sorts. Lets wait till morrow...


" In the heart of every winter there is a quivering spring,
behind the veil of darkness is the shimmering face of dawn."

- Gibran, Kahlil

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Of Mistakes, confessions & Exculpations..

Ok ! even after one month and 4 days ( reminding you that I'm editing this on the 25th day of March 2000 and 7 ) of claiming to come up with something under this headline without a deadline, nothing concrete has materialized to qualify for a post... :( sad !

Sunday, February 18, 2007

For a plate of Pani Puri

Being in Columbia, I can neither crib nor cry foul over the non-existence of pani puri on a bandi to the road side. A four wheeled cart built of wood and decorated blatantly, constitutes a bandi. Ideally you'd find it at the most "well-kept" spot at the end of your galli.

Age, caste, money, etc.. can debar you off luxuries; not for a plate of pani puri. Rich or poor, big or small, young or old, he or she... all crave for a plate of this fast food extravaganza.

you start off with : " bhayya ek plate..."
vendor hits back : "katlis nakko? "

Business tactic I say.. trying to tempt and lure you. Ahnnggg..!! you sway in a double mind-- hot katlis or pani puri ?

"katlis lo...garam banaroo"...

sheeeeshhh !! Deep inside you wanted to taste it, but a last minute stinginess holds you back, which he royally unearths you from. Finally you succumb and surrender. The fragrance has a strong hold on your senses. You could hardly resist. Greed precedes, taking center stage. You act on instinct.

"singal ya full? " is the question. Draws you into thinking.

"singal", is your call.

"katlis daloon ya samosa?"..

" katlis ich.."

" dhai daloon? ", ..... " hau thoda...jada nakko... thoda pyaas bhi ", you shoot back.

Now, turn for the coveted- gapchup aka Pani puri. He delayed the inevitable all this while. No more ! Ask any lover the pain he undergoes all this while. But worth a wait I say [:)]

"gachchup dalo"...

" ek plate ko kitte derain?", you ask.

" do rupai ko paanch"...

" che daldo yaaron", is your bargain...

a blunt No! follows. You give up.

your greed for pani puri has reached its pinnacle. You hit it off.... gulp it into your mouth...close your eyes...relish the taste... mmmm.. !!!

Solace !! The fragrace of the still cooking katlis soothes your soul. You are still coming to terms with an indescribable ecstasy. The filling is simply inexplicable. Till your greed is quenched, you go on.

before you finish off, "do rupai ka mitha dalo"...

the grand finale....

"thoda pani dalo yaroon"... is your polite request...

Dipping his tanned hand into the pot and gyrating the pani, he delivers a small cup of it onto your plate....greed is not appreciable. He hates it.

"kitta hua ".... you ask

" katlis ka chaar, gachchup kaa chaar... poora aath.."

He is paid. Still reminiscing the exhilarating experience of having your fav -- pani puri, you sign off, on a high.

( Pic courtesy : Abhilash Payasam )

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Every Little Thing

Every little thing
longs to sing,
Every little thing
desires a wing.
Every little thing
filled with a zing,
This little thing
wants to swing.
When Every little thing
claims to be a King,
poor little thing
falls with a ding !
My heart shaped thing
is a broken string,
Yes ! Every little thing
is a painful sting.

(Dated : 17th February 2007)
(Time : 03:17 AM)

It went something like this

V : hmm...I am feeling sleepy...
S: jaagran karne se kaafi nahin hoga na..
V: asal mein...
V: fasting karna padega...sivarathri ke liye

S : yaa
V: kaafi karna padhta hai yaar...
S : lol... haan !

V: are kya hum bhagvan ke liye kuch bhi theek tarah se nahin karsakte ?..
V: atleast once...?
S : patah nahin ..
S : shaayad insaan ki niyat hi aisi hai !

V: i wanna pray
V: with no expectations...no wishes
V: nothing..
V: just...pray for ...God...
V: like how they did in the old days...
V: par hum nahin badlenge..

S : ya

V: selfish...never-endin list of wants..
V: are kitna karega yaar bhagvan humaare liye ?
S : patah nahin yaar..
S: poochna padega...

S : ph karenge ?
V: nai nai..chat
V: conference
S : cool !!

V: wat is his email id?
V: yahoo id?
V: or does he use orkut?
V: does he have a blog?
S: donno man
S : shall ask my friends...

S : hey there are many btw...
S : so which god ? since its sivaratri today....
S : shall we speak to siva?
V: ya ya..
V: after all
V: we have to keep him awake rite..
V: dats da purpose of shivratri
S : nope....he will be man..after all its His day !! isnt it ?

Friday, February 09, 2007

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Sketcher : A Woman Sun Bathing

again, not quite an appreciable thought... but my friend :) an art is an art is an art...

Tid-Bit

Half of the population in Rolla , Missouri , booze as a hobby.

Oh! where I got it from ? A passer-by was sharing it with his girl. Aaah ! How Romantic !!

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Complaint

grrrrrr...grr...... what does Fotolog.com think of itself ? A 2 MegaByte limit to upload a pic is not appreciable. Add to it, they follow the golden rule : One pic a day. Why ? Money making tactics.
An extra five bucks to upload more? 5 man !! 5 ! [:p] As if this were not sufficient, they would keep your pics for 30 days if you closed your fotolog, a rib tickling explaination being :
" Security Reasons ".... Pure non-sense I say !

I am not game for such things. Deleted it, and switched to our Blogger.Look at it B-) , sky is the limit. Atleast for now [:D]

Blogging : A New Lifeline

Hmmm...... so all this while, you had no clue how to play around with your google account? A quick stop @ Blogger.com and you would at once understand what I am speaking about.

Here it is ! A reason to smile for people with penchant for writing, with no friends, desperados seeking a place to confide. well, not exactly, unless you make it a private affair;) for mightier pens( referred to as keyboard sometimes ) seeking space to pen down. So what if your zindagi is turning dull and insipid ? This is a good lifeline, a new way to refreshen.

Amazing, I call it. A place you can unleash your flirtatious ways, love, hatred, venting anger,views, arguments, messages( indirect pointings towards.....), your woes, political views, abstract thoughts, poetry, stammering ideas to start with.... Maintaining a personal diary is a passé. Though not all, including me, will jibe with that. The 'in-thing' is the Bloggie, at least for the internet savvy and a providential few.

Forget Yahoo ! It only adds to our confusion [atleast in my case :( ] Rediff : I never care( laud it for other reasons though ). If you have others to mention, sry no takers [-( , this place is only for Googl-e-rs. For now, I am completely in awe of it.

Ample templates to choose from. As if that were not sufficient, you can customise your blog : moderate comments, change ur postings, change the viewer options and if you go nuts, delete it all !! :D Easy isn't it ? Asking what's so gr8 abt it ? believe me, the controls are simply amazing. With its new features, get set for a spicy experience. Li'l bit of HTML coding can be handy. No! playful,actually to put it ;) if the dashboard is anything, its a feature to die for. Faking it :>, faking 'em all :>:> Not the end ! You can save some shabby works ( like this one :D ) and never publish it ( for reader's good ! unless you are merciless like me).... etcetera etcetera .....Not to forget the deceiving and foxing ad-sense : a pure non-sense which lures the user. As long as you are game for it, the essence for some pure fun is lost. After all, a blog is not the place to make money.

Sleeping, watching TV, sitting idle are worn out. Blogging is our new time-killer (ok ! your hobby in the making )tool. So whats the wait for? Log in, start blogging. No worries if your English is bad, your vocabulary outdated and grammar unhealthy, get started n get going.... words will find their way out. Did I speak about the feature to add your fav pics in here? Its something you will die for, once you start blogging :D

All in all, a great space for self ( forget others, this is absolutely your world )....get started... keep going !!!

:) :D :>

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Introducing Mizzou

THE MEMORIAL UNION

Following the First World War, a patriotic movement swept across college campuses nationwide to honor those students who had fought and died for liberty and freedom, and MU was no exception to this. In his 1919 commencement address, Dean Walter Miller called for the construction of a memorial to Missouri's deceased sons. His dream, and the dream of students and faculty, began to take shape under the Memorial Building Committee, a committee organized to raise funds and support for the construction of this memorial.

First and foremost, the Memorial Union building would serve to honor MU's deceased sons, while at the same time it could serve as the long-awaited, permanent student center for student organizations and social activities. The first and most symbolic stage called for the construction of an English, Gothic-style, memorial, bell tower. The second phase called for the construction of the two wings extending north and south.

Construction of the first phase of the project began on November 30, 1922, when construction of the tower was laid. The Tower was subsequently completed and dedicated in November 1926. MU honored 117 men who lost their lives in the First World War by inscribing their names on the inside walls of the Tower arch. Tradition has it that during the time when most men wore hats, whenever they walked through the Tower arch, they would tip their hats as a sign of respect to their deceased brothers. Unknowingly to most, completion and dedication of the Tower in 1926 was the last major construction to occur on the Memorial Union building for the next 25 years. There were a few exceptions to this such as the construction of the foundation for the south wing in 1931 and the Tower bells and clock in 1936.

Completing the Memorial Union building would be a part of a larger dormitory dining and recreational building program with the north wing begun in June 1951 and completed over a year later in September 1952. Three hundred thirty-eight MU sons who lost their lives in World War Two joined their earlier brothers in history, as their names were inscribed on a large plaque and hung on the walls inside the foyer of the north wing. The final phase of the Memorial Union building would remain uncompleted for another 11 years. The south wing would remain in its incomplete state until 1963.

One other major development of the Union before 1963 was the construction of the A.P. Green Chapel in 1959, which adjoined the Memorial Union and later the south wing. Construction of the non-denominational chapel was made possible by an $85,000 financial gift from Allen P. and Josephine B. Green. Mr. Green was an alumnus of MU and had also served on the Governor's Board of Visitors for the University from1942 to1950. An additional $30,000 was allocated by the University Student Union Board to complete construction of the chapel. The chapel is open to any MU student for periods of religious worship and today is often used for marriage ceremonies.

Brady Commons was also completed in 1963. It was originally referred to as the Student Commons and was renamed Brady Commons in 1967. In 1985 a new wing was added to Brady Commons. This wing included the addition of what is now the Center for Student Involvement, TigerTech, the Brady Walkway, and the moving of the University Bookstore into its present location.

During the 1980's and early 90's Memorial Union fell into disuse. As a means to remedy the situation and review the purpose and function of both facilities of the Missouri Unions, the University initiated in 1992 a five year, $10,000,000 plan to renovate Memorial Union. Phase one began with the renovation of the south side second floor in 1994. That year also brought the conversion of meeting rooms on the south side ground floor into a 102-station, student-computing center.

The next major renovation for Memorial Union occurred in 1996 with the demolition of the first floor north. The grand opening of the north side in January of 1997 introduced students to a beautifully remodeled ballroom-style Stotler Lounge, a food court with healthier food options, a coffee bar, a large information area, and updated meeting room space. The renovation of Jesse Wrench Auditorium soon followed that spring. T.A. Brady's Games Room also underwent renovations in 1996 and opened its doors with a whole new look in February of 1997.

In 1994 a major renovation of Brady Food Court occurred and brought a wider variety of menu options to students. More recently, in the spring of 1998 the University Bookstore completed its expansion in Brady Commons, which added many new products and services for students.

The renovation of the administrative offices and meeting room on the first floor south were complete in the fall of 1998. The new space included better display areas and student lounge space.

1996 also brought the organization of a Conferences and Special Events area in the Unions and the reorganization of the Student Union Programming Board (SUPB). A programming board existed in the unions during the 1950's - 1970's, but was dissolved. With the revitalization of the facilities, SUPB was created and provides innovative educational, cultural and social programming to the campus community.

After nearly 100 years since MU students first expressed their desire for a student union, one finds Memorial Union and Brady Commons as the centers of student life. Memorial Union now recaptures its earlier glory and responsibilities, while Brady Commons continues to meet the needs of a growing student body.


(Courtesy: Mizzou.edu)
(Pic: Sudhama K)

The Columns




THE COLUMNS : SYMBOLIZING MIZZOU

The traditional symbol of the University of Missouri-Columbia is the row of six Ionic columns. The Columns once supported the portico of Academic Hall, the first building erected on campus. Academic Hall was built between 1840 and 1843 from plans drawn by A. Stephen Hills, designer of the Missouri State Capitol. It consisted of a domed central section of three stories with two wings and housed both educational and administrative facilities. Brick for the building was fired on campus. Limestone for the Columns was obtained from the nearby Hinkson Creek Valley and was hauled to the building by ox-drawn carts.

On Jan. 9, 1892, Academic Hall was destroyed by fire and the Columns were all that remained. In August 1893 the Board of Curators voted to remove the Columns, considering them not only unsafe but unsightly. However, supporters of the Columns rallied to their defense, and after inspection showed the foundations were safe, the Board voted to retain them in December 1893. Now the Columns stand as a beloved part of MU's campus.

(Courtesy : Mizzou.edu)
(Pic: Sudhama)