I have never laughed so much in any woman's company ... ! I always wondered if any girl could outdo me in being silly, spontaneous, random, hilarious and above all cartoonish.....I wondered if anyone can match me step for step in my imagination, ideas, "pichi-ness"... and all that.


I have always wanted a girl who can bring about a positivity in me....someone who can appreciate me for who I am.... someone who will spoil me but if I lose control, someone who can also spank me with a cane. I wondered if anyone existed on this planet who can tame this wild, arrogant tornado called Me !...if anyone can stabilize my disturbed inner core.... if anyone can understand the silence and fathom the depths of this ocean called me..... if anyone can give direction to an aimless wind like me..... if anyone can start drizzling and bring life to this barren land deprived of love..... if anyone can predict the volcanoes in me which know not its own instincts.... if any girl could ever drench me in her love and put off all the fires of destruction....

I have always wondered if there was any girl who can just hold my face, look into my eyes and calm me down..... I always wondered if there was anyone who can cope up with all the turbulence within me and stabilize me.....

And finally, I found my answer...!

Shruti is just like that and much more !... I have never felt so confident in my life... in anyone's company. A zillion people have made me feel like a piece of crap, unwanted and what not !... Another million don't miss out on an opportunity to insult me...

I have never felt so wanted, loved and above all... so WORTHY in my life..... Shruti makes me laugh, she makes me smile when I am hopeless, she makes seemingly depressing, pensive moments look as if they are specs of dust which need to be.....dusted ! and not care !....

I have never felt so good in my life !....In the process, I am discovering my true self, my true likes and dislikes, the inner me.

I have become more passionate than ever ! And who knows ? In the coming days, months and years....even very outgoing.  I contradict many of my own Arien traits. But with her by my side.... I march like a fearless soldier. With her by my side.... I am realizing my true potential as a person..... and even as an Engineer.

If there is one girl to whom I can surrender everything, it is she. I am not sure what exactly people mean when they say... "Oh ! I've grown as a person...." I don't know it....nor do I want to be cliche !....

All I know is, 30 years down the line, even with my wrinkles on, I will look as young as I ever did and as active as I ever was ! And as passionate and excited and pumped up as I am now.....

I don't need artificial ways to look young and happy ! All I need is Shruti by my side..... and we will always be happy and laughing and live life to it's fullest !

No, its not all about me !!.... I will take care of her like a princess.

I will .... I promise ...!