It's been more than a week since I have slept.  That thought of losing you scares me to death. It  pricks and disturbs me very much.  Neither do I want to be awake.

Peep into me and you will know what fear is like. It is killing me from inside.  I am half dead. I need to remind myself to smile... to listen to songs... to eat... to go around.  This feels like an abyss.

But all this has made me realize your true value and worth. And the pain that I always searched for in your eyes, I saw it.  I love you ... I truly do and more than ever ! This life ain't worth a dime.... if you are not there to share it with.

They say miracles happen.  And I know our love will create one...